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suga_bay_bee
29 April 2011 @ 10:03 am
anyone still read this lj? o.o
 
 
Mood: nauseatednauseated
Music: Lady Gaga the REmixes
 
 
suga_bay_bee
18 March 2011 @ 01:22 pm
im alive guys. left 2 days after the earthquake to my sister's house in guam. chilling here till the 27th
 
 
Mood: blahblah
 
 
suga_bay_bee
10 June 2010 @ 05:17 am
oh god. dramaz
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Mood: awakeawake
 
 
suga_bay_bee
06 May 2010 @ 04:06 am
i don't  know what to do about it.


but im in fucking love.
 





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i don't want to be the home-wrecker or the rebound though

waiting' a bitch.
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Mood: loved12yrs old
 
 
 
suga_bay_bee
27 April 2010 @ 06:01 am
me  
http://community.livejournal.com/birls/6976668.html#cutid1

how i feel
 
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Mood: hungryhungry
Music: owl city
 
 
suga_bay_bee
02 April 2010 @ 05:19 am
UDOGNSOGMSLGM I WANT THIS SEMESTER TO BE OVER!!!

I WANT A GIANT CHUCK OF MONEY.

I WANNA MAKE MORE PROGRESS TOWARDS MY FUCKING GRADUATION SO I CAN STOP BEING IN THIS FINANCIAL SLUMP WRECK! I HATE IT.

i wanna stop getting sick and and having no cash and being fat. and ugg.

seriously mom. stop. trying. im not coming back home. i want to stay in tokyo. i told you this. i know im struggling but im willing to try very hard to try to make it work. pay my damn rent. (ps. it's funny how to live in an azabu apartment, you can't live in your azabu apartment (more on this later)

are things that shitty in the states guys? both my parents send me some cash to help with rent and now my mom is saying she probably can't visit in the summer since she gave me that cash..... i kinda though my mother had money but am i wrong here? idk. maybe she has alot of bills....


 
 
 
Mood: aggravatedaggravated
 
 
suga_bay_bee
24 March 2010 @ 01:13 am
ok I don't think ive been eating that horrible the past few weeks but geeez. i've felt awlful. i've gotten sinus shit happening almost every otherday it seems like.  throat/nose/headache-y type things. stuffy head. @_@
at least im not preggo. i thought i might as and afterthought when dorrie mentioned something about japanese condoms breaking easier etc. and I think I was so stressed out with money and working and japanese I made myself late.  still feel fat. bahhh.

why can't I lose these last 20lbs uggg. @_@ it's annoying. i like my legs. just want a smaller waist and upper arms. i wonder if there's a day to day exercise i can do (i mean walking obviously works my legs alot, and i purposely try to get alot of that in my day). I don't think I have many places I can do insanity now, though outside is warming up. hmm... ugg i gotta do something. Gaga concert is soon.

ps- i missed my chance to see johnny depp. he was like..  30ft away from where I was but I was working and uhh yeah. My friend got some snazzy pics though.

Here are some pics from my coworker of SMOOCH (current employment~)


what i do for 6hrs a dayCollapse )


also im subleting my place for the next 4days now to make a quick 300$ @_@ be staying at my friends place next door. lolz
 
 
 
 
Music: Dance in the Dark - Lady Gaga
 
 
suga_bay_bee
04 March 2010 @ 03:23 pm

 
ugggg back to real life. ren's back in aussie and i won't see him for a few months. ;o; which does made me sad. i can't do 24/7 with him but i miss him when he's gone regardless. (he  has these times when he seems super 12yrs old and it's kinda annoying but then he's super awesome other times)
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INSANITY workout will recommence soon again. I paused it while ren was here despite feeling fat from eating out so much/so often so I would have more time to do things with him while he was here (an hr of excerise +showering+getting dressed+makeup = lot of hrs in the day gone)

but now im dirt poor again and going to have alot of free time and john being nearby we'll probably be walking alot more in general. I need to get awesome abs or something for summer so I can fit into a japanese swimsuit (they are suuuuppeerrrr cute and i need one since my old one i brought doesn't fit my boobs anymore (sadly too big.)


i can get super hot while renny's gone. enjoy the summer together, etc. (he kinda stayed at my place for a bit while he was here last month and i was starting to get used to having someone else in my place. such a weird feeling and such a tiny box apartment.)
 

new jobs are awesome. maid cafe is slowly getting more fun as I get better japanese skillz and better at the whole waitressing thing. Smooch is like .. amazingly fun and I get free smoothies~<3 coworkers are nice and super helpful and after these two jobs run their turn I will have all the essential japanese to take any regular japanese part time job.  People are amazing.

and BTW anyone have any suggestions for student loans? my mom keeps getting denied credit and well im screwed here. I need a loan. at least for my rent. I can manage 2 part time jobs and deal with say utilites/bills but i can't do both rent n bills. I can't get a roommate (place too small) and moving isn't an option either. I need a stack of $$$. (or rather ¥¥¥)
 
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Location: Japan, Tokyo
Mood: fullfull
Music: aquarium tank
 
 
suga_bay_bee
Best V day ever <3
 


 
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Location: Japan, Tokyo
Mood: lovedloved
Music: "Samson" by Regina Spektor